He writes:
I am sorry but I simply had to reach out to a fellow Catholic.
I may not be too much help, but here goes.
I
feel that I am losing my religion. I had once believed that the Holy
Spirit guides the College of Cardinals in the selection of the most
wisest holiest candidate for the position.
Why would
you think that given the fact that cardinals chose Alexander VI? Or
that Jesus chose Peter? Recall Chesterton: ” “When Christ at a symbolic
moment was establishing His great society, He chose for its cornerstone
neither the brilliant Paul nor the mystic John, but a shuffler, a snob,
a coward – in a word, a man. And upon this rock He has built His
Church, and the gates of Hell have not prevailed against it. All the
empires and the kingdoms have failed, because of this inherent and
continual weakness, that they were founded by strong men and upon strong
men. But this one thing, the historic Christian Church, was founded on a
weak man, and for that reason it is indestructible. For no chain is
stronger than its weakest link.”
I no longer believe
that since Francis has become the Pontiff. It was evident to me when
JPII and Benedict were made popes but something went horribly wrong with
the election of Francis.
Nothing has gone horribly
wrong. What has happened is that false expectations you placed on God
and the Church are dying and you are experiencing the pain of that
loss. But Francis has not, in fact, said or done anything heterodox
with respect to the Faith, merely with respect to your human
expectations about things neither Jesus nor the faith ever promised in
the first place. You are losing faith in false human traditions you
projected on to the Faith, not in any promise Jesus or the Church ever
actually made.
Maybe the Holy Spirt does not guide the
Church in these matters? Maybe it was a lie? Maybe everything else is
a lie too? I am losing my faith. I feel like my faith is
unravelling.
It would be good to cross-examine your
assumption in light of the Church’s actual teaching then and ask, “Which
is more likely? That Jesus Christ and the apostles, martyrs, and
saints are a pack of liars, or that I am wrong about something somewhere
and need to rethink the unspoken assumptions and demands I placed on
God without ever asking?” Common sense says its the latter. So ask:
“Where have I elevated mere human traditions and assumptions to the
level of divine revelation? What can I do to give that up and stick
with what God has actually said through Holy Church?” He’s not jerking
you around. He’s shaking loose false ideas you have about him and about
his Body the Church in union with the bishops and Peter.
Everytime I hear a pronouncement from Francis I shudder and realize that we have a socialist nutcase in charge.
We
don’t. We have a Catholic with an intensely strong evangelistic and
pastoral charism articulating Catholic teaching just like his
predecessors. Everything you need to know about him is summed up in the
words, “He has preached good news to the poor.” Nothing he has said is
incompatible with the Church’s teaching. Most of it is a rehash of
things JPII and B16 said. It’s just that you didn’t notice it.
To wit:
In Wilhelmine Germany, too, Catholic groups felt closer to democratic
socialism than to the rigidly Prussian and Protestant conservative
forces. In many respects, democratic socialism was and is close to
Catholic social doctrine and has in any case made a remarkable
contribution to the formation of a social consciousness.” – Pope
Benedict XVI
I rue the day when not too far off the
Synod on the Family will pronounce gay marriages / families as somethign
worthwhile and receive the blessing of the church.
You
are worried about phantoms. The Church cannot alter the sacraments.
The most that may happen is that the Church will face the fact that
Caesar has decided to pretend that there is such a thing as gay marriage
and that people involved in such arrangements require some form of
pastoral care. Would you rather the Church simply reject them and their
children? Christ comes to call not the righteous, but sinners. So
that’s not an option. The desire of some Catholics to cut people off
from the very opportunity of grace is as old as Donatism. The Church as
a fortress and an engine of vengeance is not the gospel. She is bound
to seek the lost.
Part of the problem is that people have no idea
what this Synod is about. It is, like all conciliar actions, a time
when the Church “holds herself in suspense” as Bp. Robert Barron puts
it, and makes up her mind about things. It is
supposed to hear from all sides so that it can sift wheat from chaff. The pope did something similar when drafting
Humanae Vitae,
consulting theologians who urged him to ditch the Church’s ancient
tradition about artificial contraception. He declined to do so.
What
this come down to is a test of your trust, not in Francis, but in Jesus
Christ’s promise that the Holy Spirit will guide the Church into all
truth. It is He, not Francis, who is the soul of the Church.
Anyway, my faith has been shaken. Please pray for me to recover the certitude I once did in the teachings of the Church.
May God our Father hear the prayer of Paul for you through Christ our Lord:
For
this reason I bow my knees before the Father, from whom every family in
heaven and on earth is named, that according to the riches of his glory
he may grant you to be strengthened with might through his Spirit in
the inner man, and that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith;
that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have power to
comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height
and depth, and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge,
that you may be filled with all the fulness of God.
Now to him who
by the power at work within us is able to do far more abundantly than
all that we ask or think, to him be glory in the Church and in Christ
Jesus to all generations, for ever and ever. Amen.
Faith
means “you stay”. That’s really it. When the disciples’ faith was
shaken they turned to Christ and said, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You
have the words of eternal life.” It is Christ who remains the source
and summit of our faith, not our false ideas, not the pope, and above
all, not ourselves. :) Don’t despair. Stay, and see what Jesus is
going to do in you and in our holy Church.
Taken from: http://www.patheos.com/blogs/markshea/2015/11/a-reader-struggles-with-his-faith.html